Ignorance.

Why, hello there.
Did I write two or three weeks? Sometimes I'm just that much into thought... Make that two or three months. I bet like that it'll be easier not to disappoint the eight people which actually visited my site. Thanks for that by the way. But to get to the topic at hand...

Humans in general have become ignorant about their surroundings. Everything they see, they hear or even feel. Nothing that directly impacts on themselves matters to them. They just want to live their own life without anyone else interfering. But not only that: If they are the cause for a problem in public, they even ignore that and just walk away. There are enough other people who could help, right? And as it occurs, I have an example what happened to me which made me dislike humanity even more.

On that day, I was simply riding my bike. General information: I'm always pretty fast while driving around, thus I tend to ride past everyone. And on that note: People don't seem to care to watch out for faster drivers while in Groups, which easily block the whole road, therefore giving me the need to slow down. But that is not the story I want to tell. But: It was winter. The roads were partly covered in ice - not the best condition to ride the bike, but alas the roads were just party frozen. A nice path was free, safe for me to ride my bike. But than a pedestrian came by, though that he was probably to fancy to walk on ice and took the unfrozen way, not caring that I was riding right towards him. Since I did not want to hurt him, I hit the breaks. However, that idea did not work, making me drive on the ice to not hit him. Of course: Braking on ice plus the need to dodge equals me slipping and falling with my bike.

So: What's the end of the story? I fell. Nothing major, I don't give a damn about a little physical pain. But the fact that the pedestrian took a short time looking at me, falling because of him, and then just walked away - now that was enraging. Why the hell did he not help me, or even say a little word if I am okay? No, preferably he just looked at me and walked away. It was not his fault, right? In moments like that I really wish I could just hit people. Or kick, I am pretty good at both and also sure that I would win.

Enough of that little story. This only strenghtens my point, that people do not care about anything else than themselves. As long as they are okay, they do not care. Especially in public. Another positif argument for my point of view: Did anybody ever think of headphones? Sure, they are handy, being able to listen to your own music on the go without letting anyone else hear your tunes. But with those little things people isolate themselves from the outer world. It symbolizes: "I do not care what others are saying, I am living in my own world. You do not exist here." That... That is just sad. If people would actually care for others, sometimes life could be that much easier.

That is it for now. Farewell.
Azure

Lies.

Hello there.
Nobody actually noticed my blog, which is fun. Like this, I can just write whatever I want and nobody will ever notice what it was, that formed my mind to what it is right now. But for the real post now...

Today I will go into the general topic of lies and later will give experiences of when they happened or if they happen again and why exactly I can not stand them. The ability to lie itself is why I distrust humanity. If you are talking to somebody, you will never now with a 100% certainty, that what was said is true. The only countermeasure for lies, is trust.

"Trust is difficult to earn, but easily taken away." This describes the situation nowadays. If you are in public and, let's say, you want to talk to somebody. Not ask a simple question to which you might get an answer, but just talk. People will not trust you. For most of them, you will be a creep. "Why is that guy/chick talking to me? Does he/she want something?" My question there would be: Why do I need a reason to talk to somebody? Funily enough, this is showing a general distrust amongst humans today. Why can there not be a general trust?

It is because people lie. Because they try everything to gain an advantage out of something. And if it is just to ask for an eraser, people want something. They are greedy and therefore use one of the god-given abilitys to gain it: Not telling the truth.

Maybe I dislike this just because I am a very honest person who has a horribly strong conscience, which does not forgive even the slightest lie and will haunt me untill I correct that. But think about it... If people were not able to lie or were simply telling the truth every time... trust would be a common thing. There would be nothing special about it.

Taking the point that tomorrow is the so called "Valentine's Day", finding love would also be much easier. No unlucky surprises and deception, you would tell your partner the truth and an indestructible bond would be forged. But love is a topic I will get into on a later point.

Have a nice day,
Azure.

Welcome.

Why, hello there.
This being my first post, I think it would be appropriate to introduce myself. I am mostly known as "Azure" and I am in fact german. It would be nice to keep that fact in mind and thereby be considerate if it comes to failures in my writing, even though I will try to do my best and make my texts as undestandable as possible. The reason I am posting in english is simply, that, like this, my publications will be accessible to a wider audience.

To go further into myself, I am a misanthropist - a person who despises humans. Why, I here you ask? Humanity simply has become rotten and selfish. ignorant if you will. These are the biggest complains I have but, in all honesty, I do not need any more than those.

Furthermore, I am very interested in psychology, especially in combination with people's behaviour. Because of that, I go through life very... let's call it "open". I am listening to as many things as possible and try to make reason out of it. Thereby actually having quite a lot of fun, since I am lacking context most of the time. But, alas, with humans being as easy to read as books, it is actually quite easy to gather needed information.

These are my mostly used characteristics I will be refering to while writing. To come to more commonly said things: My hobbies include listening to music (which mostly is Metal), training my body in martial arts and playing video games. I am merely 19 years old and hope to become a police officer someday soon.

Alright. All that said and done, my rant will be starting soon. I do not know exactly when my first post will be, but if it happens, I will try to update every two to three days.

I hope we will see us again.

Regards
Azure